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8/8/08

Married Single Parent

Right now I'm so mad I could chew on brick. I honestly would not choose to be a single parent and the fact that I didn't but is ending up being one every single day is making me want to flip a switch.
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I hate when this affects me so much. I've already been through a phase where it made me so mad for many months that I could feel my body turn sick green inside with anger. I eventually let it go completely and decided to accept being a single parent in he best way I could, until things would work out better. After all, one has to have hope that things will get better. It was working great......but there at times when the frustration of it all set in and I just do not want to accept that because it is not so and it makes me into an exploding poo ball.

I hate all the frustrations and the crying and how angry I am/get?

This is when I need a chillpill/more prayer/perspective etc. This is what will drive me to buy that bottle I've been thinking about getting for the past two years. Ugh then I wont drink it anyway. I have no taste for alcohol!!

Yes I'm extremely upset.

2 comments :

  1. Col. I feel your pain, I really do. :(

    Heart you.

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  2. Thanks Stina. I still feel the same way even now. Just not so mad anymore. I think it gets worse at the end of the day when I'm so frustrated and tired of talking. And this 3yr old sure acts like 6!

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