The emotional, spiritual and relationship struggle is tough over here. My soul is waning. My smile has left and my spirit is crushed.
The people who are supposed to care are dismissive and seem cold. But such is life.
I hope that I will continue in God's foundation and not be crushed to dust.
I do not wish to be a continued 'made to feel like a burden' on anyone. I am feeling too paralyzed. I need to find a job, go back to school. Get my feet under me.
But I keep putting one foot in front of the other.
The kids had soccer on Saturday. D won his game. V lost her game. Her team is still learning and usually the kids can bounce back easy from loss if the parents don't take it too hard.
I'm no longer coach. Our team gained a coach because another team didn't have enough players. We also gain the four players they had and now we are 12 and the league just need 9v9. Now we can have players rest up during the game.
Baby girl is still in choir.
And life marches on.
Welcome to Monday. At least I'll get to enjoy music. And the THEME: Elvis Tunes
Colette is a busy mom of 2 kids focusing solely on being a mom. She hails from the Caribbean and now balances the full life of being a SAHM and dabbling in odd jobs to help around the home. She enjoys sharing her memories, hopes, food, travel, entertainment, and product experiences on her blog. Please read my disclosure